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So what happened to the short time when everyone would say their emotion then .jpg? Where did it even come from anyway? But yea.. Sorry! I'm up til two again haha.. And I said I wouldn't be D: Forgive me =]

Christmas is coming up! So now I wonder if I'll get what I really want for Christmas.. I wonder I wonder.. Hopefully but most likely I won't since there's lots of barriers blocking us.. Bought a present but now I think it's a shitty present so I'll just keep it for myself I guess.. Oh yea! I bought a shirt the other day xD $12 from JayJays ^_^ Was so happy and thought it would really get your attention, but it didn't until I asked D: Well I still think it is a $12 well spent ^^

So tonight I got scolded again for talking too much by my parents and sister.. I guess I do talk too much shit.. Should shut up yea? But if I shut up people think I'm depressed or sad, maybe I am but not all the time though.. Mom keeps complain that I have too much anger stored inside myself.. I agree, so how can I release this anger? I have no idea xD I wanna move out asap, but I don't have the money to do so haha.. I wonder when I will..

So I forgot if I've told you before in another post, but the watch that I want.. is $600 lol I guess this year's Christmas present will just be the shirt.. Or maybe I'll find something nice in Sydney to make up for it xD.. If only I went back to HK then I'll probs be able to get a new watch for so much cheaper..

Am I gonna sleep tonight? Maybe.. Maybe not.. I really should though, since I'm going out tomorrow but yea.. Maybe I'll sleep on the bus on the way out haha.. Do you ever wanna see what will happen after you die? It seems so attempting to find out which way people will go find you die.. Will you have changed someone's life or will their lives just continue without the slightest interruption?

What would you do, if you found out something that you weren't supposed to know about your half? That information came from a truthworthy source and it could potentially ruin your relationship, would you tell? Or would you carry out pretending not to know and letting your other half carry on thinking you don't know? What. Would. You. Do.

Feeling down again T__T Why do my fun days always end shittily, if that's a word. Goodnight! I love you!

Christmas presents..

Christmas is just around the corner! Haha.. this year I'm gna get a new watch xD can't wait heh heh heh.. Hoping that its under $300, gotta find a good one though.. Was gna go Marion today but I was too lazy and stayed in bed for around 2 hours doing nothing haha xD Guess I'll be going tomorrow.. I think I might wash the car today, after a couple of dota games with my bro

Just realised my bank account balance has dropped like $300 without my even noticing.. Shiieeetttt.. I wonder how much of that was spent on food.. maybe $200? LOL fudge.. Gotta save up my money.. Luckily I still have enough money to buy my watch xD

So yesterday went out to Handorf to go strawberry picking for a friends birthday, quite a fun day with strawberries flying all over the sky xD

Someones happy eh?

Oh and I finally got a coke bottle with my name on it haha xD Pretty cool right? I though so too!

So the songs that you and I both don't remember.. Hurry up and search for them so then I can download and listen.. Aww now I wanna go Marion but it's too late lol 1:30 damn.. Gotta sleep early tonight.. These workers start work so early and wake me up =_=

What's up?

It's such a waste of time for me to go school now.. The only reason I go is you, but you get pissed at me everyday o_O well that sucks.. So couple of friends and I went to get some lunch today and some guy got pretty pissed I could tell lmao.. Guess the other guy talked too much shit.. More than me.. How's that even possible right? Haha xD Didn't game that much today, wasn't really in the mood coz of all the hackers so yea..

I got shown this video by her, it's pretty damn funny xD hope you enjoy it too!

A couple of new songs for me.. Turbulence - Steve Aoki, It Will Rain - Bruno Mars, Good Life - One Republic.. As I said there are new for me.. Not new songs haha xD.. Another song that just came up All About You - G.E.M.

Two more days, then I'll have holidays.. Again.. But this time is like.. Three months of bumming at home and not doing anything, since I probs can't go back to HK, and you're always busy working.. Maybe another lonely Christmas, it doesn't ever change does it? Three months.. Far out, this is gonna suck so bad..

Last night I dreamed that I bought a PS3.. O_O so random coz I don't even like consoles xD But I think I only bought it coz it was white xD

I feel like smashing my head on a wall screaming "WHAT THE FUCK!?" Right now.. Lol there's something wrong with me.. 

It's all about you

I'm in love with you

Those are probs the only bits you understood right? Well try to understand the whole song! Coz it's how I feel.

FUCK that kid..

Yes.. As you can see I'm quite pissed off, sometimes I wish I could just go and kill someone then kill myself. But if I go and kill that person, a certain someone will be sad so I can't. Damn, finished my two year 12 exams =D I feel so free haha but then I have two thousand year 11 assignments and tests which I skipped haha.. So if I get a couple of fails in my report, I'll know why xD

I've been getting more and more aggravated lately.. Damn this song calms me down, but makes me cry.. I guess it's good, at least I get calmed down right? Coz no one wants to see that other side of me.. Coz no one wants to see me anyway.. So we were at dinner tonight and we were talking about how my cousin remembers about my sis and bro when they were little kids, and obviously didn't even remember mine.. Well, really I didn't even have much of a childhood anyway..

Who you thinking bout? Who you thinking bout? I have lot's of wishes, but they will never come true.. Every time I get the chance to wish for something, I never ever believe that it will ever come true, well a few wishes have come true as you can see.. If you know what I mean =] Things to do.. Places to go.. Stuff to buy.. Well I guess I gotta go find those seven dragon balls right? Wanna help me?

So that question has been coming back to me lately.. Why can't I send it away..? Far away to some other person.. I try so hard to make it disappear but it just comes right back..

The wise men follow the star

The way I follow my heart

And it led me to a miracle

By the way, the song is Mistletoe - Justin Bieber.. Hehe yes JB xD Hmm, I didn't know how to spell miracle haha..

No homo!

So we found a naked man in our house today.. It was quite the pretty site xD

Yes sir! Nothing but a good old cardboard box =D Yes my thighs are REALLY that white..

Did you have fun at school? Hahahaha.. Well today was quite the gaming and studying success day.. Lol not really, time for a shower =D I can't stop staring at the picture.. It's just too...sexy don't you agree? xD

Well laters! Time for shower and come out smelling nice like you =D

Did you miss me?

Long time no post.. Due to me being very busying with girlfriend, Battlefield 3, DotA, and exam preparations.. So the other day I was walking past a mirror to go to the bathroom for a nice cold shower, and I was like O_o sexy beast in the mirror? I took a look and I almost puked lolol.. this..is what I saw.. Not hot at all man..

I mean.. LOOK AT THAT STOMACH!! IT'S A DAD STOMACH T__T.. My six pack dream has been crushed D: Well at least I had a good laugh =D so did my mom when I showed her the picture xD

Mmm no school this week =D then a week of school then I'm done! Can't wait yo! Maybe I'll get to go HK this summer holidays.. Maybe.. Anyways since you cannot fulfill your promise I guess you're gna have to get punishment right? heh heh heh.. Nah jokes I'll be nice, as long as you don't waste that time ==

I hope my sister gets forced to go to church camp ahah then there'll only be my bro and I staying at home.. And we can have a good bonding time a.k.a. DotA all night =D lol jokes.. We're not that nerdy xD I wonder when DotA 2 is coming out.. I don't wanna study for Specialist Math, I'm gna do so bad anyways T__T.. how gay I've been stuck on an A- then whole year lol.. If I get pushed up to an A that'll be good xD

Anyways I'm out! Cya later!

Manga manga manga..

So math studies exam is this week! And I've just been reading manga coz I downloaded a couple of my iTouch haha.. Now that I have read all of them.. Time to start homework.. Man the english homework I have NOOOO idea what to do.. So I guess I'll just leave it for next weekend since its due this friday and I won't be in class coz of exam =D

Hmm lately I dislike going on msn lmao.. I think its the manga getting to me xD, all people in the relationships are always living so close and live without parents.. Damn I wish I could live that kind of life, then I'll be more disciplined haha xD.. I'm not in the mood to study, I need to get those songs my bro has been playing the whole day, that might be able to pump me into studying haha.. Yesterday was a total failure, I turned off my computer to study and then I just ended up snuggling in bed and reading manga coz it was too cold and I couldn't be stuff to put on a jacket..

So I have a stack of sunkist cans that I've been drinking over the weekend I was hoping to reach the ceiling but I think if it did reach the ceiling I would have gone a bit over the limit ahha xD well here it is.. my sunkist tower ^^

Looks tall yea? But it's actually just 6 cans haha..

I really need to get better lighting in my room it's too dark to study haha.. Bad for my eyes xD I wish I could go around just beating the shit outta people and not have any consequences.. How awesome would it be right? But of course, I'm not tank enough xD Those manga are really getting into my head haha xD

Alright shower time, I smell like..a dude who hasn't showered for 24hours!