How to YOLO Bachelor of Dental Surgery

Why am I blogging so much lately? No idea.. Another way to waste time before going to badminton and use up time before I actually have to do some work. So apparently I have to get a criminal history and TB check which I haven't done.. Well I am quite screwed.. And this ILA shit? Well I haven't even gotten the hang of it yet and we have to do a summative one.. What the gay? The one I was supposed to do and get the hang of it was cancelled, so now my first one is a summative one.. Lel FML much? Hmm.. Recently that phrase "fuck my life" has been used too often.. Not only cos it'll a bit funny at times but I seriously think my life is retarded.. Of course compared to life of kids in Africa my life is GODLY.. But you can't just keep comparing yourself with underprivileged kids right? Coz then you'll be over confident and become a prick and everybody hates you.. Anyways.. I did a self reflection for the clinic I did, not bad not bad.. The tutor seems to like me.. But then ILA sucks ball sack.. I should start it tonight and finish tomorrow.. Or something like that anyways.. OMG I NEED TO PEEEEEE.. I've been wanting to pee before I even loaded the blogger site haha..Now when I pee it's gna feel so good..

This post is like..a weird one..complaining but not in a very angry/frustrated way.. Anyways lots of clear/yellow stuff is gna be coming out of my PENIS lol.. Okay I just went full retard right there.. Please.. Never go full retard..

And as always.. Have a nice day.. FPSRUSSIA STYLEE

How to life?

Well.. I've just wasted about 1.5hours doing nothing at all on Facebook.. I should probably start some homework before I get kicked outta Dentistry.. So the stuff I do from now on will be summative, that means I have to put in more effort.. super gay.. These days I just wanna go to somewhere with a nice view and calm environment and just take a nap..and drift off into the abyss.. Dafuq am I even saying.. These people in Dentistry are so weird.. Or maybe.. I'm the weird one..

Seems that I'm just not good at anything that I do.. Badminton.. Uni.. Relationships (boyfriend, friend, son, sibling).. Dota.. Well that's the whole list.. I don't do much in life haha.. Maybe that's why it's so boring.. But anyways, seems like my relationship is kinda going downhill right now.. It always seems to be my fault.. So why can't I get my shit together..

So the girlfriend asked me why I didn't want us to break up.. the answer is almost the same.. I don't wanna waste what the past two and a half years.. I don't wanna waste what I sacrificed to get into this relationship.. I don't wanna waste what I sacrificed to stay in this relationship.. Honestly I think I've sacrificed a lot more.. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.. Is that really true? Not for relationships I guess.. the trust given will only deteriorate and diminish.. Do I have what it takes to build it back up?

So it's been 1hour since I've started writing this.. Maybe vocal trance is actually bad for me.. I just seem to zone out and just let the songs take me away.. To a place where I have no worries and no burdens.. This is what I've been doing the last couple of nights with my beastly headphones before sleeping..

These feelings that I get.. I dno how to put into words.. But I'm sure other people feel it too.. That day by the torrens river.. I have missed it so much.. I swear the walk down Kintore Ave was never that long and never that lonely.. It used to be filled with laughter and happiness.. But when I got there.. It was so peaceful, just as I had hoped it would be.. And I could let my tears run without worrying unlike if I had been in a food court..

So this is what it pretty much feels like.. okay maybe not that extreme lol

Memories from the past.. You don't want to let go off.. And even if you want to, you can't do it.. They are there stuck with you forever.. Those are the stories things that make you emotional when you listen to songs about ex-boy/girlfriends..

If you feel what I feel.. Well know that you are not the only one suffering..

The order of this post is all over the place.. I can't be stuffed to put it into a nice order to be read.. So forgive me.. Not only for the disorganized post but for all the stuff I have done that hurt you, of course that's only for two particular people in the world..

Byebyee now.. Have to go help move the TV upstairs to prepare because my house is about to get lively in May! Lots of relatives going to be in my house..

Life is so boring..

So haven't blogged for over two months now.. What's up you ask? A lot.. But I haven't blogged about it.. Depressing post? I dno.. It just seems to me that life is so boring right now.. Sure I have lots of fun with friends and badminton but that seems to be the only time my life isn't boring.. Even dota is getting a bit dull for me if I play by myself..

I just hope that my life will somehow get more fun soon.. I'm too lazy to give you guys the links for songs so I'm just gna put the title and you can go youtube them yourself okies?

Oh yea.. Had a badminton tournament over this weekend.. I though it was pretty fun =] Once again.. So much improvement to be made, I think I'm more motivated to train more nowadays.. I don't know why, but I just wanna get super fit like a baus haha.. Sorry I screwed up the mixed doubles.. Pretty bad eh? Maybe I should hit her in the face next time so we never have to play her again!

 Some weird people that I know from badminton =]

So my computer has been retarded lately.. Refusing to turn on.. But me being me.. I'm just awesome at turning stuff on.. If you know what I mean yo! Like dry bread.. No problemo! So yea.. I decided to open up the computer and see what's wrong and this is what I find.. Enjoy!

What happens when you don't clean your computer!

Passenger - Let Her Go
Asaf Avidan & The Mojos - One Day
Vicetone ft. Collin McLoughlin - Heartbeat
Alesso ft. Matthew Koma - Years
Dash Berlin ft. Chris Madin - Fool For Life
Youtube this "~ vocal trance pure essence v.13 mixed by dj ash ~"
Armin van Buuren - This Is What It Feels Like
Haddaway - What Is Love

Laters!

Hiking

So I went hiking with Thomas on the 11th.. It was pretty good, although it was the same mountain we went to before, we took a different route down..Some bits were actually quite dangerous, so if one of us slipped and fell, we'll probs have to get air lifted haha.. This bit of the wall was like 60degrees, literally hugging the wall when trying to go across..

And here are some more pictures..

 #YOLO

 The peak far far away..is our destination.. Sharp Peak

 Slowly making our way there!

 Lesko lesko lesko!

 Road to the top!

 Sif I actually hiked all that way haha..

 The water is ridiculously clear.. Didn't know HK had water like this

 The beach on the far side is our next destination for instant noodle!

 Hong Kong's best beach

 Can't even see the peak anymore

Pretty safe bridge yes?

After that photo, we started to go back and it was A LOT of jogging haha, I don't think I've ever ran for that long in my life! I was pretty glad that Thomas was there to push me to my limit though otherwise I would have walked so much haha.. I was one step from cramping haha, I felt it and stopped instantly =] Lucky me otherwise I'll end up on youtube like Phil haha.. Too bad I miss out on the HK marathon on the 24th, I would tag along with Thomas haha..

I miss you babe! I won't even tell you to not be upset, cause that will be a stupid thing to say.. While I was at high tea today with my cousins, I heard a couple of different stories which were really sad as well..

Well I promised you some songs, right?

Example - Stay Awake

Download/Listen (7th one down, the 320kbps one) - http://mp3skull.com/mp3/example_awake.html

Eric Chase - Love Comes Around (All the guys like the MV lel)

Download/Listen (3rd/4th) - http://mp3skull.com/mp3/eric_chase_love_comes_around_mix.html

The Only - Looking Back

Download/Listen (2nd, sorry couldn't find a 320kbps) - http://mp3oak.com/song/file/1/the-only-looking-back-mp3.html

Well there you go! Laters

What to do in HK?

Well hello there! Everyday of my HK trip I get woken up by Xavier's cries.. Every.Single.Morning. Sure he's extremely cute for the times that he ain't crying. Here's a pic of a that can use the "nek minnit"

 Nek minnit..

 Look at that ugly baby!

 Some Belgian beer called Kwak

 Diamond ring yo! Doesn't really go with the bits on hair haha

What I do from 12am onwards =]

 Some nice desserts at the Grand Hyatt in Wan Chai

So.. I don't take much photos.. I just don't feel like it.. Maybe it's because I'm by myself most of the time and I usually just stand and look at the thing I was going to take a photo of, then just walk away after I've looked enough haha. Yes.. I am a loner in HK :( Know the song Heartbeat - Enrique Iglesias? That's the song I always listen to when I'm alone xD it makes me feel alone and not alone at the same time you know? Does it do that for you too? I feel like that song takes me back in time..

I wonder how much weight I've gained.. Almost yum cha everyday and then the past two days just pasta and beer for lunch since it's free haha.. And Chinese New Year so grandpa planned like 4 dinners cause it was also my grandma's birthday at the end of the chinese year. Oh it's my other grandma's birthday today (Saturday).. Happy Birthday! But then apparently last Saturday she thought it was her birthday haha xD

So I'm almost out of money already.. and I still have another 10 days here haha.. CNY will fill my wallet up a little bit though.. Anyways, I've almost bought everything.. I wanna get a pair of light-ish blue jeans which I can slip into me timberlands.. Gummy bears gummy bears.. Still gotta get them little things..

So last night I had a dream, but the girl in the dream was not my girlfriend. So tell me, have you had a dream with someone else other than your boy/girlfriend?

Bye byee!

Byebyee Adelaide... Hello there HK!

Sup gee! If you didn't know, I'm in HK now! So if there's anything in particular that you need from HK? Ask me, and I'll see if I can get it for you! But too bad, you cannot ask for me until the 20th Feb! Anyways I've bought some stuff! But only took picture of two of them as some, you are not allowed to see and two pairs of pants I didn't bother taking a picture of! But I will show you the Timberlands I am going to buy in a couple of days!

Like my boots? I like them =] and my headphones as well! Logitech UE6000 if you wanna look them up.. The only thing I don't really like about them is that the foam is memory foam, I'm scared that if I keep them folded it will have a dent in them. But I doubt I'll feel the difference anyway..

I think I'm going get the traditional ones instead of the ones with the white sole, the white ones will look nice when they're new, but once they get old.. Gna look pretty bad I reckon.. Oh yea the reason I wanted these boots are.. When I was little, I saw my cousin wear them, and I thought he looked SUPER awesome in them and I wanted a pair but then they were so expensive, but now that I have pretty much stopped growing :( I can finally buy a pair hehehe..

Gotta get my pants altered haha..I'm too short for me waist T__T Got weird looks from the workers at Giordano when I started at size 29, then went to 30 then went up to 31 haha.. Meh, they just jealous I'm such a beast and not a skinny stick wear 28 like them..

Anyways time for a dota game yo!

Awkward turtle..

Just got home from badminton yo! And when I was in the shower..NAKKEEDDD YEEAAAHHHH.. Anyways.. I did the usual stuff then went on the condition my hair, people who don't know me.. I have really REALLY dry and course hair, so condition only helps a little haha.. And there was this new bottle of conditioner and shampoo that my sis bought, and it was one of those things you push the top down and it comes out you know? This freaking bottle squirts it out so fast and it just splats on my body.. And guess what the first thing that came to my head was.. Yea.. You know.. I was like "O__O so this is what it's like to have cum squirted on your body" Yes.. I am actually that retarded.. Anyways hope that cheered you guys up as much as it cheered me.. Oh and here another song, buy it's pretty mainstream so you probs have heard it!

Eric Prydz - Everyday
Download/Listen - http://freemp3box.com/download-mp3-eric-prydz-everyday.html

Sebastian Ingrosso & Tommy Trash - Reload
Download/Listen - http://www.yourmusicfix.com/sebastian-ingrosso-tommy-trash-reload-original-mix/house/2012

Porter Robinson - Language
Youtube - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LILChvqUo4
Download - http://soundowl.com/track/3jt8/porter-robinson-language-original-mix

Calvin Harris ft. Ellie Goulding - I Need Your Love
Youtube - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jc3SXFuQl7o
Download (It's the second one, right click and save target as) - http://mp3ape.com/mp3/ellie-goulding-feat-calvin-harris-i-need-your-love.html

Time to sleep! Bye