Am I suicidal? Someone just said I am.. well I don't think I am anyway.. but honestly without me..the world would be a better place.. I wished I wasn't born then I wouldnt have to hurt my girlfriend all the time. I bet you're just like..you freaking dickhead, toughen up and change.. I don't know.. Everything I do just ends up hurting her. What a failure right? Yeah.. But I don't wanna die just yet..coz of one obvious reason..I have an awesome girlfriend.. I don't have the guts to suicide anyway.. I'm too scared.. I'm sounding suicidal now right? Seriously though, every single thing I do never ever makes anyone's day better, never makes anyone smile. All I do is ruin their day, well actually I'm probs too insignificant to ruin their day, but I'm pretty sure it ruins their moment.
I wonder if I'll ever do anything that will benefit others..especially her.. Hopefully I'll change soon. Nothing I ever do is ever constructive, never helps anyone. That sucks.
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