Almost killed..my ankle

Yeah! My ankle almost died twice this week! So that means it's time for me to get new shoes right? Shoes can't get enough grip to stop me haha.. BUT.. No money to buy new shoes D: Actually I have the money but it'll basically wipe half my bank to get a pair haha, so I figured it would be more economical for me to clean them! But how do I get into the little indentations of the sole? Well being a dental student.. TOOTHBRUSH!! Gets in the little cracks of your teeth right? So here are the results! And I estimated the shoes are about 2mm thick when they are new.. Now they are 1mm so I've used a bit over half their life!

 Eww..

 After about 20mins!

I think my family maybe undergoing a financial crisis at the moment.. I opened the fridge to find any nice left over cakes from the shop.. And this is what I found sitting in there..

And here is a nice song for you to close your eyes and enjoy 6mins of your life!

4 Strings ft. Seri - Ready to Fall

http://www.zippytune.com/play/37287/4-Strings-ft--Seri--Ready-To-Fall-(original-mix)

Laters!

Surprise surprise!

Well well well..Guess what arrived at my doorstep today.. HAHAHA.. My knife ^^ Not much to say.. It's really sharp =]

The bad thing about this knife.. Picks up all the fingerprints on the blade..

So not much to post today.. I'm not really looking forward to clinic tomorrow.. Because I screwed mine up last week.. Have to painstakingly take the medical history of a acted person.. But this week is the actual REAL one so less problems.. Maybe I'll bring my knife, and if they gimme trouble, somebowdie gonna get stabbed HAHAHA..

Hmm you guys haven't seen my new keyboard right? It's pretty awesome.. But if you can't touch type then gg for you! 

Yes sir! It is totally blank =]

And today I have an excellent song for you! It's so beast.. It made me jizz.. But for this song to make you jizz,, You need to be wearing some good headphones and having it moderately loud and let it take you away.. When I heard this song in a mix while doing homework, I just stopped and replayed it so many times haha.. Because this song is so good I won't bother putting a youtube link here.. I'll just give you the download link =] Enjoy!!

http://www.tunescoop.com/play/313332373734/ana-criado-no-one-home-wwwlivingelectrocom-mp3

Laters!

Exercise for pudgey Ian..

So you know how I said I was going to exercise every two days or so? Well I will probably be exercising two times a week.. Since I'm hitting all different muscles and not having like leg day, chest n shoulders day, arms n back day.. Coz I don't have the equipment at home to do that haha.. When I join the gum then I'll start doing that..but it's going to be a long time til I join a gym so I just gotta make do with what I have.. I didn't do the run, because then the exercise will take too long.. I did make changes to the exercise since I learnt a couple of new ones.. So yeah.. Well I'm 64kg at the moment.. Just to record that down, not that I have a set goal of my weight..

Anyways so tomorrow we have this new thing called Evidence based dentistry workshop.. It is combined with Bachelor of Oral Health students.. And that means I have to make new friends.. Well if making friends is successful then maybe I'll go to the pubcrawl instead of sitting at home playing dota haha..

Unfortunately my knife hasn't come today.. It should come tomorrow or Friday though.. GET KEEN!?

So now.. onto all the dent homework I have to do that is due tomorrow..

I have a song that is from the last list of songs that I posted.. but it's a remix and one part of this remix got me.. I'm sure you know which bit, just close your eyes and let the music take you away..
Fool for Life (Tomas Heredia Remix) - Dash Berlin ft. Chris Madin
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjyHbKM64pY

So let's get the trance going and the brain started!

Do you even lift bro?

Doing the heavy lifting recently.. Okay just yesterday =] Of course you wanna see right?

Beast mode right dur!

So just had another tournament, and once again I didn't win anything.. Even that heavy weight lifting didn't help me to win.. Well one day I might win something.. One day.. 

Well as you may know I'm an extremely materialistic person.. Ya it's very bad haha, but I just like to buy the better stuff if I'm going to buy something.. I don't mind spending more money to get something that is going to last a longer time or is generally better.. That's how I go about it anyway.. So why did I bring this up? I'm going to buy a knife.. Dafuq? Why the heck does this kid need a knife? Well I think it's super cool xD Maybe I'll regret it.. Just like all the stuff I bought from HK.. But yea.. Damn now I don't know whether I should actually get it or not.. But yea.. Here's a link to the knife if you're interested.. http://aussieknives.com/spyderco-delica-4-serrated.html It's nice right?

As usual.. When I blog either there's something troubling me or I'm excited about something haha.. Well it's relationship problems again.. I feel like I used to just be myself when I'm with her but now sometimes I just can't be myself, sometimes I have to act to be someone I'm not.. Just so you'll be happy.. Dota and badminton seem to be the place where I can be 100% me.. I'm not saying the relationship is so bad that I have to act like 50% of the time.. But just sometime I can't be me..

For me I think that the positive parts of this relationship still outweighs the negative.. But the negative is growing.. So am I supposed to increase the positives or decrease the negative? I don't even know how to do either of those.. Why do I exhaust myself in making this relationship work you ask? As I said, I still think that the positive parts is winning.. So I may as well fight til the end right? I'm always taking the easy way out of things.. Not going to gym because I don't have the money.. That's a shitty excuse, so I decided I will try to start doing exercise which I will discuss in the next paragraph.. Damn this is like an essay haha.. Back to the topic of my relationship.. Honestly I enjoy spending time with you.. But when I make an offense joke, why can't you just take it as a joke..

So my exercise.. I will try to do an hour of exercise maybe everyday or every two days I have to see first.. And hopefully this routine will be good if not then gimme some suggestions =]

Warm up > 3km run (treadmill)

Then 4 sets of the following

- 20 of those leg raises things

- 20 push ups

- 1min plank on each foot

- 40 lunges with weights

- 10 of each exercise with dumbell working on arms/back

then end with 5 sets of 80 squats

THEN SHOWER TIME YEYEYEE

I bet this will go for less than one week before I stop haha.. Maybe I'll do an update blog tomorrow and see how this exercise goes.. But I did play a bit of badminton over the weekend so I may be a bit sore.. OMG THAT'S WEAK..

Damn bet you are wanting to see a topless photo of me lol.. Well maybe I'll keep one for reference when I start exercising haha.. Nek minnit.. 1000 topless photos.. Maybe I'll post it one day if I actually see that I'm improving hehe.. But as you can see the exercises aren't really building much muscle, they are more for endurance so yeah.. Still.. Maybe I'll turn into a beast or stay duhian..

I could feel your ________

I could feel the sun when you're looking down

'Cause it's you, I'm loving

And it's you that I wanna breath

And it's you, I'm loving

and it's you that I want and need

Know where that's from without looking it up? If you do, well then you have found one of my favorite songs! Ever since I listened to Enrique Iglesias's song.. That thing has been special for me.. I love listening to it.. Why? Probs coz I'm a little weird.. Go to the park and listen to it.. Finish playing badminton and listen to it.. I think it's pretty cool.. Once again, that's probs cause I'm a little weird.. Nek minnit.. Can't hear it anymore..

Laters! 'Nek minnit' for life yo! Get on it!

How to YOLO Bachelor of Dental Surgery

Why am I blogging so much lately? No idea.. Another way to waste time before going to badminton and use up time before I actually have to do some work. So apparently I have to get a criminal history and TB check which I haven't done.. Well I am quite screwed.. And this ILA shit? Well I haven't even gotten the hang of it yet and we have to do a summative one.. What the gay? The one I was supposed to do and get the hang of it was cancelled, so now my first one is a summative one.. Lel FML much? Hmm.. Recently that phrase "fuck my life" has been used too often.. Not only cos it'll a bit funny at times but I seriously think my life is retarded.. Of course compared to life of kids in Africa my life is GODLY.. But you can't just keep comparing yourself with underprivileged kids right? Coz then you'll be over confident and become a prick and everybody hates you.. Anyways.. I did a self reflection for the clinic I did, not bad not bad.. The tutor seems to like me.. But then ILA sucks ball sack.. I should start it tonight and finish tomorrow.. Or something like that anyways.. OMG I NEED TO PEEEEEE.. I've been wanting to pee before I even loaded the blogger site haha..Now when I pee it's gna feel so good..

This post is like..a weird one..complaining but not in a very angry/frustrated way.. Anyways lots of clear/yellow stuff is gna be coming out of my PENIS lol.. Okay I just went full retard right there.. Please.. Never go full retard..

And as always.. Have a nice day.. FPSRUSSIA STYLEE

How to life?

Well.. I've just wasted about 1.5hours doing nothing at all on Facebook.. I should probably start some homework before I get kicked outta Dentistry.. So the stuff I do from now on will be summative, that means I have to put in more effort.. super gay.. These days I just wanna go to somewhere with a nice view and calm environment and just take a nap..and drift off into the abyss.. Dafuq am I even saying.. These people in Dentistry are so weird.. Or maybe.. I'm the weird one..

Seems that I'm just not good at anything that I do.. Badminton.. Uni.. Relationships (boyfriend, friend, son, sibling).. Dota.. Well that's the whole list.. I don't do much in life haha.. Maybe that's why it's so boring.. But anyways, seems like my relationship is kinda going downhill right now.. It always seems to be my fault.. So why can't I get my shit together..

So the girlfriend asked me why I didn't want us to break up.. the answer is almost the same.. I don't wanna waste what the past two and a half years.. I don't wanna waste what I sacrificed to get into this relationship.. I don't wanna waste what I sacrificed to stay in this relationship.. Honestly I think I've sacrificed a lot more.. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.. Is that really true? Not for relationships I guess.. the trust given will only deteriorate and diminish.. Do I have what it takes to build it back up?

So it's been 1hour since I've started writing this.. Maybe vocal trance is actually bad for me.. I just seem to zone out and just let the songs take me away.. To a place where I have no worries and no burdens.. This is what I've been doing the last couple of nights with my beastly headphones before sleeping..

These feelings that I get.. I dno how to put into words.. But I'm sure other people feel it too.. That day by the torrens river.. I have missed it so much.. I swear the walk down Kintore Ave was never that long and never that lonely.. It used to be filled with laughter and happiness.. But when I got there.. It was so peaceful, just as I had hoped it would be.. And I could let my tears run without worrying unlike if I had been in a food court..

So this is what it pretty much feels like.. okay maybe not that extreme lol

Memories from the past.. You don't want to let go off.. And even if you want to, you can't do it.. They are there stuck with you forever.. Those are the stories things that make you emotional when you listen to songs about ex-boy/girlfriends..

If you feel what I feel.. Well know that you are not the only one suffering..

The order of this post is all over the place.. I can't be stuffed to put it into a nice order to be read.. So forgive me.. Not only for the disorganized post but for all the stuff I have done that hurt you, of course that's only for two particular people in the world..

Byebyee now.. Have to go help move the TV upstairs to prepare because my house is about to get lively in May! Lots of relatives going to be in my house..

Life is so boring..

So haven't blogged for over two months now.. What's up you ask? A lot.. But I haven't blogged about it.. Depressing post? I dno.. It just seems to me that life is so boring right now.. Sure I have lots of fun with friends and badminton but that seems to be the only time my life isn't boring.. Even dota is getting a bit dull for me if I play by myself..

I just hope that my life will somehow get more fun soon.. I'm too lazy to give you guys the links for songs so I'm just gna put the title and you can go youtube them yourself okies?

Oh yea.. Had a badminton tournament over this weekend.. I though it was pretty fun =] Once again.. So much improvement to be made, I think I'm more motivated to train more nowadays.. I don't know why, but I just wanna get super fit like a baus haha.. Sorry I screwed up the mixed doubles.. Pretty bad eh? Maybe I should hit her in the face next time so we never have to play her again!

 Some weird people that I know from badminton =]

So my computer has been retarded lately.. Refusing to turn on.. But me being me.. I'm just awesome at turning stuff on.. If you know what I mean yo! Like dry bread.. No problemo! So yea.. I decided to open up the computer and see what's wrong and this is what I find.. Enjoy!

What happens when you don't clean your computer!

Passenger - Let Her Go
Asaf Avidan & The Mojos - One Day
Vicetone ft. Collin McLoughlin - Heartbeat
Alesso ft. Matthew Koma - Years
Dash Berlin ft. Chris Madin - Fool For Life
Youtube this "~ vocal trance pure essence v.13 mixed by dj ash ~"
Armin van Buuren - This Is What It Feels Like
Haddaway - What Is Love

Laters!