I just want to make you sweat.

Helloooooo.. I'm only posting coz I got a  "Account Temporarily Unavailable" from Facebook how gay. The title a bit weird eh? It's from Sweat - Snoop Dogg ft. Lil Wayne.

Are you always too scared to not listen to your parents? You IB students should really chill out abit and stop spamming homework everynight seriously..be like the little viet kid and stop revolving your life around IB. That's the feeling that I get.. You don't know what it's like to only see the one you love once a week. Right now..it's feels even worse than seeing once a week. Seeing him/her once a week makes you treasure the time you spend with them A LOT more..

I just realised..I like to do somethings REALLY neat..like when I take my medicine..I would use my nail and cut around the tablet thing so that it looks nice haha, and when I get on the court for a match in tournament I would fold my towel nicely and my jumper nicely and put it on my spare racket so it doesn't touch the floor xD.

It is just me? Or am I actually really insignificant?

Anyways..just got paid.. I wanna spend some haha.. New pair of shoes.. A hoodie.. I want adidas but then.. I'll look like I copied him so now I can't get it.. how gay.. Well gotta go down to the park soon and just clear my mind for the holidays.. Probs go there in around a weeks times in the holidays and have a loner picnic LOL xD.. Yup..that's how I roll haha..

Wished I was older and can go out more often so I can go and make some friends haha.. But no one will wanna be friends with me..

Well planned out my coming saturday already =D.. Spending some $$.. Wanna come spend with me? You wish.. Jellyfish!

Cya laterrr~!

Everyday I'm shuffling..

Shuffling..like a fat little penguin haha..Mmm feel like crap atm.. It's like half jealousy feel and half lonely feel. Why do I always feel like crap == this sucks.. Getting some Party Rock Anthem - LMFAO into my system yo! Failed so hard in badminton tournament.. Dayum .. Last medal with her, couldn't even get a gold. What a noobcake right? I know.. I swear my racket frame is gonna break soon, it always slips outta my hand and if I hold it tight, I get blisters how gay is that huh?

Anyways there's something that's been bothering these few days.. After I had a particular dream, now I'm paranoid that it might happen and if it happens...I wouldn't know what to do. So hopefully it won't happen haha xD. We party rock! In the dream, I was with her and then she told me what she actually thought about me. Then it kinda fast forwarded a few weeks later and she came up to me and ask a me serious question that I couldn't answer on the spot, then the sun came in and I woke up.. Yeah, pretty messed up..

Math assignment due tomorrow..I really should be doing it right now but I'm really not in the mood. I'm angry, jealous, lonely all at the same time. What a pro! Time to get my headphones on and crack this baby up. Brb............................................... I'm back. Missed me? I know you did xD you missed me so much you were gonna start crying soon right? Yea, I'm talking to you.. You know who you are.. ^_^ Aiya.. My goal.. is to reach that point. Will I ever make it there? Where is there you ask.. There is right there.. It's not that after away, but it's slowly moving further and further away. Feel so distant from it, at one point I was standing almost next to it. So close, yet so far.

This is about it for today's post. Sorry.. Always so depressed..

I love you.. I miss you.. Yes, you..

Title..

I can't sleep! Can you? Some retard in the room next to me is talking on the phone like a china man..sound is like 2million db =_=..stupid retard..ahhh fudge..spent my free time today gaming..I shoulda been doing my math studies D.I. part A, we gotta do part B in class on Monday. If I can't get it done by Monday, them I'm screwed haha. Wish me
luck ^^

Ahhh..there's something on my mind. But I don't know what it is. I have a few ideas but... they're not good for me... Was reading random people's blogs just then, they all seem to have such a good life and nothing to complain about, but my blog..there's nothing but complaining. Mmm I should really start embracing life, kids in Africa would die to live my
life. I just counted..I got 9 birthday messages for my birthday last year =]..Mmm ypu understand how mamy friends I have now don't ya? xD..yea I'm quite the loner. I wonder if I'll get double digit this year.. I reckon I'll actually get less than last year lmao.. I see other people's birthday with like two hundread thousand birthday messages haha.. I don't even know why I have facebook anymore, I don't even use it. No one ever post on my wall, I never post anything on anyone's wall.

Wahh..12:20am..time for bed! Tournament tmr..wish me luck!

Maybe..

Maybe.. Why is it always maybe? Why is it never "YES"? And everytime the maybe becomes a no.. You know it's going to be a no, why even get my hopes up to be a yes? Is it fun to get my hopes up..then just utterly crush it? Coz it ain't fun for me at all.

Mmm..long time no post!

Why is it that my family like to put me down so much..well not just my family..everyone..literally EVERYONE..seriously wtf.. This is shit.. Well, but then they can't do anything else though..saying somethiung good about me would be a lie anyways. Meh.. I'd rather they diss me instead of lie to me anyway. I don't know.. They have brainwashed me to diss myself nowadays.. I can't even be bothered to make a come back when people diss me anymore, coz it's probs all true anyway.

Got Sony PSP 2000 yesterday ^^ Playing Dissidia 012 heh heh..buying a PSP 1000 tomorrow so I can pimp it up. Like this..

Pretty cool right? But I don't think I'll ever make it there haha..but I'm gna start with the L and R button..Probs blue for the L and R since the PSP is white. I think it'll match nicely before i get a clear case for it.

Grandma is coming to Adelaide tomorrow. Haven't seen her for so long.. Can't wait.. I'm going to get cut up oranges while I dota how good is that?

Anyways.. I'm off now.. Cya laterr~!