How to YOLO Bachelor of Dental Surgery

Why am I blogging so much lately? No idea.. Another way to waste time before going to badminton and use up time before I actually have to do some work. So apparently I have to get a criminal history and TB check which I haven't done.. Well I am quite screwed.. And this ILA shit? Well I haven't even gotten the hang of it yet and we have to do a summative one.. What the gay? The one I was supposed to do and get the hang of it was cancelled, so now my first one is a summative one.. Lel FML much? Hmm.. Recently that phrase "fuck my life" has been used too often.. Not only cos it'll a bit funny at times but I seriously think my life is retarded.. Of course compared to life of kids in Africa my life is GODLY.. But you can't just keep comparing yourself with underprivileged kids right? Coz then you'll be over confident and become a prick and everybody hates you.. Anyways.. I did a self reflection for the clinic I did, not bad not bad.. The tutor seems to like me.. But then ILA sucks ball sack.. I should start it tonight and finish tomorrow.. Or something like that anyways.. OMG I NEED TO PEEEEEE.. I've been wanting to pee before I even loaded the blogger site haha..Now when I pee it's gna feel so good..

This post is like..a weird one..complaining but not in a very angry/frustrated way.. Anyways lots of clear/yellow stuff is gna be coming out of my PENIS lol.. Okay I just went full retard right there.. Please.. Never go full retard..

And as always.. Have a nice day.. FPSRUSSIA STYLEE

How to life?

Well.. I've just wasted about 1.5hours doing nothing at all on Facebook.. I should probably start some homework before I get kicked outta Dentistry.. So the stuff I do from now on will be summative, that means I have to put in more effort.. super gay.. These days I just wanna go to somewhere with a nice view and calm environment and just take a nap..and drift off into the abyss.. Dafuq am I even saying.. These people in Dentistry are so weird.. Or maybe.. I'm the weird one..

Seems that I'm just not good at anything that I do.. Badminton.. Uni.. Relationships (boyfriend, friend, son, sibling).. Dota.. Well that's the whole list.. I don't do much in life haha.. Maybe that's why it's so boring.. But anyways, seems like my relationship is kinda going downhill right now.. It always seems to be my fault.. So why can't I get my shit together..

So the girlfriend asked me why I didn't want us to break up.. the answer is almost the same.. I don't wanna waste what the past two and a half years.. I don't wanna waste what I sacrificed to get into this relationship.. I don't wanna waste what I sacrificed to stay in this relationship.. Honestly I think I've sacrificed a lot more.. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.. Is that really true? Not for relationships I guess.. the trust given will only deteriorate and diminish.. Do I have what it takes to build it back up?

So it's been 1hour since I've started writing this.. Maybe vocal trance is actually bad for me.. I just seem to zone out and just let the songs take me away.. To a place where I have no worries and no burdens.. This is what I've been doing the last couple of nights with my beastly headphones before sleeping..

These feelings that I get.. I dno how to put into words.. But I'm sure other people feel it too.. That day by the torrens river.. I have missed it so much.. I swear the walk down Kintore Ave was never that long and never that lonely.. It used to be filled with laughter and happiness.. But when I got there.. It was so peaceful, just as I had hoped it would be.. And I could let my tears run without worrying unlike if I had been in a food court..

So this is what it pretty much feels like.. okay maybe not that extreme lol

Memories from the past.. You don't want to let go off.. And even if you want to, you can't do it.. They are there stuck with you forever.. Those are the stories things that make you emotional when you listen to songs about ex-boy/girlfriends..

If you feel what I feel.. Well know that you are not the only one suffering..

The order of this post is all over the place.. I can't be stuffed to put it into a nice order to be read.. So forgive me.. Not only for the disorganized post but for all the stuff I have done that hurt you, of course that's only for two particular people in the world..

Byebyee now.. Have to go help move the TV upstairs to prepare because my house is about to get lively in May! Lots of relatives going to be in my house..

Life is so boring..

So haven't blogged for over two months now.. What's up you ask? A lot.. But I haven't blogged about it.. Depressing post? I dno.. It just seems to me that life is so boring right now.. Sure I have lots of fun with friends and badminton but that seems to be the only time my life isn't boring.. Even dota is getting a bit dull for me if I play by myself..

I just hope that my life will somehow get more fun soon.. I'm too lazy to give you guys the links for songs so I'm just gna put the title and you can go youtube them yourself okies?

Oh yea.. Had a badminton tournament over this weekend.. I though it was pretty fun =] Once again.. So much improvement to be made, I think I'm more motivated to train more nowadays.. I don't know why, but I just wanna get super fit like a baus haha.. Sorry I screwed up the mixed doubles.. Pretty bad eh? Maybe I should hit her in the face next time so we never have to play her again!

 Some weird people that I know from badminton =]

So my computer has been retarded lately.. Refusing to turn on.. But me being me.. I'm just awesome at turning stuff on.. If you know what I mean yo! Like dry bread.. No problemo! So yea.. I decided to open up the computer and see what's wrong and this is what I find.. Enjoy!

What happens when you don't clean your computer!

Passenger - Let Her Go
Asaf Avidan & The Mojos - One Day
Vicetone ft. Collin McLoughlin - Heartbeat
Alesso ft. Matthew Koma - Years
Dash Berlin ft. Chris Madin - Fool For Life
Youtube this "~ vocal trance pure essence v.13 mixed by dj ash ~"
Armin van Buuren - This Is What It Feels Like
Haddaway - What Is Love

Laters!