can't sleep..

Just thinking about too much.. I always take the easy way out of things, I'm just too lazy. English, I'll write the minimum required amount of words, Math, minimum working out.. The easy way out of life, how easy would that be. Right here, right now. Just finish it. Lol this kinda contradicts with my other post saying that I'll keep fighting. I never do what I said I would right? lol damn.. Why am I so retarded? 1:35am Damnit -_- why arn't you asleep Ian??? Freaking idiot.